Shitty First Drafts

My writing of my first drafts are pretty rough. They usually contain a bunch of mistakes; grammar, run-on's, and confusing are common. The first draft of a paper is always the toughest part in my opinion. When writing my first drafts, I usually just write down whats on my mind and work on it from there. Because it's the toughest part of the paper, I feel really relieved after it's done. It is very unpleasant for me to start papers. The revision process, often lengthy, does not bother me as much as getting the outline for the paper.